...Okay. I just thought it was that since I’d forgotten to reply. Apologies for jumping to conclusions. :P
aww... that’s frustrating and sounds like a rough time.
tired because of the stress?
hmm... obviously, I don’t have a ton of advice on that really since I haven’t experienced it. But I hope you’re able to find where you’re supposed to be. Sometimes the things we think should happen/when we think they should happen aren’t how its supposed to go and when it’s all said and done, we can look back and see, “oh, yeah, I was totally wrong about how that was supposed to happen! It would’ve been a mess to happen that way.”
Does that make sense?
For instance, there’s something in my life that I wanted to just go away right now but I’ve made it through this far and I can see now that I would be a different person if things had gone how I thought they should’ve. And I’m still working through it and just have to remind myself, “I’m going through it this way because it’s supposed to teach me something. Someday I can use what I’m learning now to help other people going through this.”
And yeah, it’s totally easier to say that than to actually apply it to life when you’re in a tough spot. So I’m not trying to suggest that it’s easy, I’m just saying it’s gomna be worth it if you work through it and find the place you’re supposed to be at.
...I don’t know, maybe I’m rambling. I hope not >.<