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Okay, I'm just gonna let it all out.

So, most of you know I have depression and two of the most important people in my life died, one died literally A WEEK BEFORE CHRISTMAS I'M NOT KIDDING and now I'm scared that if Christmas comes, someone else really important to me will die too. One week before Christmas. And it'll start over again, even worse.

So I guess this is anxiety speaking, but also my deathly fear of being left behind and forgotten?

:(

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;_; oh no.... Be strong :(( I wish the best for you...

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Remember Christmas is The birth of Jesus so pray for strength and for someone not to die otherwise this is not helpful if you are not a Roman Catholic 

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Okay... and Leonard, check your facts. I did my own studies, and Jesus was actually born sometime in October, and why would the shepards be in the field, in (filter) freezing weather at that time of year in December with their sheep?

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We don't know for sure when He was born but December 25th is when the itty of Jesus Christ is celebrated :) 

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there is no official date i just looked it up and it's said three different things  

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There is a official date of when He was born if you actually read the Bible and do some deep research. He was born on the first day of Sukkot. 

 

 

 

Katie I hope and pray that you'll be able to overcome your anxiety. I believe you can you have to too. I'm deeply sorry for your loss. 

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There actually is a official date of His birth and it's not on December 25th. He was born on the first day of Sukkot. 

 

 

Katie I hope and pray that you'll be able to overcome your anxiety and I'm deeply sorry that it even came to be. 

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every bible is different as different people wrote them  

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@Psychedraven41 Hey Katie, I get it, it must be stressful to think about that, someone close to you dying again. But I think (and hope, because I don't want to speak for anyone without actual consent) that I speak for most of us when I say that we believe it'll be ok, that everything will be just fine. As for your fear, I don't think any of US could forget you, ever.

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Great. Now we're going to be discussing the Bible and how it's real or not real.

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Just pray to Jesus sincerely

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Actually... Jesus and God aren't the same person.

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Hey, Katie. I'm Claire. :)

 

I've had some close friends die too, although not near Christmas or any holidays. I really do understand that it's probably really hard for you right now, as Christmas is getting closer. :/ While this is a difficult time for you, I hope everything goes well this month and that you're able to enjoy Christmas, Katie. 

 

(Not sure if this is weird, but *insert lots of huggles and glomps* )

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Katie... We're all her for you. No matter what happens. We won't forget you. It's hard to stay strong, too hard sometimes. Just try to remember the good things that you do have, because if not the despair is too much. And it's okay to not be okay. We're all here for you.

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Oh my gosh guys thank you so much.....

Like, I don't even know what to do right now my hands are shaking while I'm typing haha.

Wow. That was a fake laugh if I've ever read one.

Jason: Thank you so much, like I just don't know where this negetivity is coming from. It's stupid, I know. But it's nice to know that I have people who got my back.

 Bracha: It is hard. It's so hard for people like us, like we already have that self-hate and stuff like this just adds. Like, the eighteenth last year? LITERALLY A WEEK BEFORE CHRISTMAS JONGHYUN HAD TO DIE. I was so broken then. Like, I could only cry. I couldn't even go to swim practice that day, I was too sad to see anyone. And like, after watching his last music video, Before Our Spring, I can't.......

Thanks for reading this. I really just want to say, it's easier to tell people you don't really know over the internet that you have depression than to tell people you've lived with your entire life to their face. This was long.

Sorry if a lot of you don't have time for this. I just needed to let it out for a bit, calm myself down. Thanks for reading.

I love you all.

Merry Christmas.

I don't even know if I'll still be here in spring. Maybe not.

Bye.

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Katie, don't leave us! Don't leave me.

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I...... honestly, at this point I really can't guarantee anything. Just..... don't forget me, okay? I'll never forget any of you guys. But seriously, I doubt I have the courage to do anything that would get me in a hospital, let alone kill me.

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I won't forget you. Cross my heart and hope to fly, stick a cupcake in my eye.

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katie im going to cry 

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*huggles* I hope it’ll all turn out okay. We won’t ever forget you

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Katie, how could I forget the person who changed me for the better? You know what I was like before I met you, and after that..I just won't ever forget you Katie. Promise :D 

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Oh my god bracha i am so sorry i didn't mean it like that i meant that honestly at this point i don't really have any control im so sorry i love you please don't cry im sorry

id give you a hug but this is virtual reality so ill just give you a virtual hug i love you stay safe stay healthy love you

*HUG*

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thanks bro.

ill never forget you either.

love you.

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