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Alive

 

I can't think of anything to write, oof ;-;

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Page 5 o_o

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At this point I don't  even know if I'm that 

 

Aww... Not fun. Would a writing prompt help maybe?

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Oof

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Oh. That's right, I was supposed to start writing that battle scene 9 hours ago

 

Oops o_o

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Lol good luck with the scene

 

An happy thanksgiving if you're celebrating :)

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Thank ye!

 

I swear, I eat less and less every year for Thanksgiving . . .

 

Usually I go straight for the desserts but the first thing I got was a salad. o_o

 

I like salad now, but I need lots of spinach. No lettuce or tomatoes. Just spinach. But our salad mostly has lettuce . . . sigh.

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:( are ye eating enough though...?

 

 

hey watch out for that lettuce... there's been issues with certain kinds of lettuce making people really, really sick. i don't know if that applies to your lettuce or not but...

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Yeah, we don't eat romaine lettuce though, so we're okay.

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ah, that's good.

 

it's so weird how all of that's been happening though

 

...do you wanna hear something kinda cool that happened o_o

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Of course o_o

 

Tell me o_o

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Oof?

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Est. July 2014

 

 

Call my name and save me from the dark

Bid my blood to run

Before I come undone

Save me from the nothing I've become

 

Here with my army of SNOPMURAI

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I M SORRY I FORGOT I DIDN'T REPLY AHHH

 

The news was that I finished my novel and also I found some writing groups in going to now... I don't have to write alone :D

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That's awesome! :D

 

I didn't finish my novel, oof . . . o_o

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That's okay I know you will. It takes different people different amounts of time...! It's gonna be amazing when it's done -- and it is now too but especially when it's done .

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Ayy thanks

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How is school and stuff? :P

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Aaaah sorry for the late reply!

 

It's going okay.

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It's okay

 

That's good!

 

I've been stressing over editing and publishing stuff again XD

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XD

 

At least you've actually written something, though. I'm over here with notes, thoughts, and not much else. XD

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:( I'm sorry... I don't mention it again... 

 

you're so busy with other stuff; you're doing great.... I couldn't handle all of that. I'm behind in school right now. School is really hard at these ages :P be kind to yourself, Samoo; you deserve it :D...

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I'm failing precalc, though . . .

 

Me: -looks at the quiz- Hm. Have to graph tangent . . . -RANDOM SCRIBBLES- YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

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dude I wouldn't even know where to start with that... you should legit get good grades just for attempting that stuff o_o

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Oof o_o

 

I'm supposed to be gone, but I'm still going to hang out here because it's quieter.

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Help, I have to write a Jaguar vs. Loki fight scene

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We're doing 6-word memoirs in Creative Writing and the Art people are going to draw pictures for them... but I don't want someone else drawing the picture for mine, I'm a perfectly capable artist???

 

Yeah . . .

 

Mine is "You hate me? I do too."

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ahh, I don't know much about fight scenes thoughhhhh... just make sure they all get hurt and it looks like the bad guy is gonna win until the very end??? o_o

 

Aww... they won't let you do your own if you wanted to? :|

 

:( who said that/implied that...?? that's messed up... 

 

don't hat yer self...

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Oh, it's more of a training scene than a fight scene. I don't know, I'm probably going to keep procrastinating on it. o_o

 

I can't NOT hate me, it just gets worse every year . . .

 

6th grade: I hate myself, I want to be someone else, is this anxiety I'm starting to get

7th grade: -anxiety- -constant. worrying-

8th grade: -more anxiety and constant worrying-

9th grade: -heartache and depression-

10th grade: -depression-

 

 

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Ah, I see... I had to write one of those in November but I don't know if it's any good or not so... o_o I guess I can't really give you much advice :P

 

:| do you wanna talk about something...?

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I'm trying to just pretend that I'm okay because maybe if I lie to myself enough then it will go away.

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I want you to be able to be happy... You don't have to deal with this alone...

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I've talked about it to multiple people and it never helps. But hey, what's one more time....

 

I'm going to copy-paste something that probably won't go through because the filter hates me.

 

1. the interns. they make me feel horrible, all the staff members here except for Jeremy are so fake and idk I guess they're nice people but it's like them and everyone else is on the other side of glass or something, they never care about anything I say or listen to me or anything
I literally left class crying yesterday and do you think Instructor What's-her-name even asked me if I was okay? no. Do you think Instructor Rob cared either? no. didn't expect him to, he thinks it's just about making us do exercises and doesn't actually care about us as people. or maybe he does, but he definitely doesn't care about me
like dude, you're supposed to connect with your students and actually make their lives better? not worse? you literally shoot me down every class. I'VE SEEN YOU BE A GOOD TEACHER I KNOW YOU HAVE IT IN YOU BUT WHY DO YOU PERSIST TO BE A [...]?
YOU KNOW I'M NOT GETTING ANY BETTER WHEN YOU IGNORE ME LIKE THIS
THANKS FOR CARING
GOD
so there's that
2. I hate myself so much, like actually. When I talk I sound like an idiot, nothing I say ever makes sense, and I snap at everyone and I'm ugly and fat and stupid, I'm failing two classes and everyone else is doing great
the school bus drove by one of the ponds in our neighborhood and I thought about going there tonight to drown myself but since I'm a coward I'm not going to, once I read how painful drowning was, not a chance
I literally don't even want to live anymore, it's so much easier to just run from my problems and end it all
can't fail precalc/programming if you're dead. can't be a bully if you're dead. can't ruin people's lives when you're dead. I thought about it all day and I hate that I'm too much of a coward to do it, what even is there to live for
3. nothing is right anymore and I don't have anyone
yes, I have internet friends, but I want someone to actually hug me and tell me everything's okay and actually be there for me but I don't have anyone
I guess I do but if they knew I thought about suicide, even the least bit, they would drop-kick my ___ to a psychiatrist or whatever, however you spell that word
and I don't want to go there, that's where insane people go and I don't want to go there, I don't want to talk to some creepy person about this
I probably scared you with this...I swear to god what I'm having are PASSIVE suicidal thoughts, I'm too much of a coward to actually do it
I just think about dying a lot and want death to come already

 

Mods, please let this through. Or if you don't care either, that's fine.

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It posted

 

That

 

That never happens

 

 

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...I'm shocked. I had no idea you were hurting that much. I should have known or asked before now...

 

 

You aren't a coward... or, if that's cowardice, I'm glad. :| It's painful because you're here for a reason. Emotions and depression and all these things (in essence, our minds) trick you like that. That doesn't mean your emotions or pain are invalid-- because they are-- but it doesn't mean they're telling the truth or leading you in the right direction, either.

 

 

You aren't insane. Going to a psychiatrist or psychologist won't make you insane either.

 

 

I won't pretend I'm not worried but I do understand what you mean by passive thoughts... so I'm going to attempt not freaking out and just be here. as much as I can through a computer screen.

 

 

I'm always here. i don't agree with any of the names you called yourself but you could be all that and much worse and i wouldn't leave a friend alone or hold back when I can do something for them.

 

 

...I hope you can find someone to be there for you offline... you shouldn't have to feel so alone through this but unfortunately, people get caught up in their own selves and don't think to ask or notice :/...

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Thanks . . . I promise I won't do anything stupid, I'm gonna try to get better . . .

 

Jeremy said we could talk about stuff but being the great person I am I just left

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As long as you commit to it and work at it, I know you can. That's the first step. You're strong and  im proud of you  and confident you're gonna do it :)

 

Aww... You wouldn't have to say everything at once. Start with the stuff that's easiest (comparatively speaking)...

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I can't tell him everything because I know for a fact that he'll tell my parents. I think he has to or maybe he just thinks they can help me.... but my parents are the last people I trust, I'm sorry... they can't hear stuff like this

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. . . did my post seriously not go through? -sigh-

 

Okay, so I talked to Jeremy about it - I left out...a few things...but talking to him still helped. I'm trying to get better

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I'm so glad it helped some. 

 

I'm proud of you; you're doing great 

 

 

:)

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Thanks. :)

 

Also, Merry Christmas. Old age has taken away the magic, but . . . at least there's pizza and donuts. o_o

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