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I keep getting extremely happy sometimes for no reason, for a few days, and then I'll be kinda depressed, and then I'll be really happy again... It's weird. I never felt such a drastic change after my birthdays, but I guess I'm a teen now and I know it!

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This may sound like a weird question but...what exactly does the happiness feel like?

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Apparently, it's against forum rules to describe happiness, because my posts won't go through.

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What? Idk man, Phil is weird

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Dang it, my post didn't go through...It's hard to explain but it feels like everything is awesome, and it always will be! And there is no reason to be sad! It's like there's a huge happiness filling me up, and I could just float away on it. It makes me feel (this is gonna sound weeiiirrrddd) like I have to use lots of exclamation points to describe it if I could. It makes me really energetic and bouncy and everything, like I have to release the happiness some way, and so I usually end up writing a frantic happy poem. 

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What the... Okay Phil just sent all my posts from a few days ago...

 

It feels... idk... really happy! Like everything is amazing and always will be! It's hard to explain, it's like I'm gonna burst out singing, except I don't sing. Or more like there are a whole bunch of happy poems suddenly sprouting up. Why do you ask?

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I was just curious if the happiness suddenly felt like you were on top of the world and made you feel reckless

 

I’m glad your feeling happy now

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Well, it does make me feel kinda reckless, but not like I'm on top of the world. It would be hard to breathe there, wouldn't it? XD

 

Yep, it's really great! How have your days been?

 

Anyways, I found a really great s- AAAHHH!!!! MY NOSE IS RUNNING AWAY!!! GET BACK, YOU FIEND!!! 

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It’s kind of sounding like your depression may be part of something different. Try doing some research on Bipolar disorder.

 

My days have been pretty average lately. Today was good. I got a new book, and I got my report card today. A perfect GPA!

 

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Yeah? That's.. kinda scary. *sigh* I'll try to. Maybe I could conveniently get a school report on it to clear all suspicion hehe.... I don't really think it's that, but I don't know so many details about it, just the basics, so I guess it's possible.

 

Wow, that's awesome! Good for you!

 

Don't worry, I caught it ;)

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Last night I caught myself acting too strange, feeling too weirdly happy and hyper like Pinky Pie on steroids. I knew I had to stop acting nuts but I just didn't. It was just so weird, I wasn't myself, and it felt kinda good anyway, and I was like SNAP OUT OF IT at the same time as I was happy about it. And then today, when it was over, I was just so,so scared. I wasn't me. I had no control. I'm still trying to convince myself I just had too much sugar.

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So, I literally posted something days ago, but Phil isn't letting it through, so...

 

Oh yikes...hopefully it was the sugar, but if it wasn't...I'll briefly explain Bipolar Disorder (mods let this through please)

 

Bipolar 1 is when you experience several days worth of hypomanic episodes and several days worth of depressive episodes, with a few normal days in between.

 

Bipolar 2 is when you experience less frequent hypomanic episodes and more depressive episodes with a few normal days in between.

 

Hypomanic symptoms can include disconnected and very fast (racing) thoughts, inappropriate elation or euphoria, inappropriate irritability, increased talking speed or volume, markedly increased energy, poor judgment, etc.

 

Depressive symptoms can include difficulty concentrating and making decisions, decreased energy, feelings of guilt, and worthlessness, insomnia or oversleeping, loss of interest or pleasure in hobbies and activities that were once enjoyed

 

I really hope that's not what it is. When my therapist was first trying to figure out if I had Cyclothymia (a more mild form of it) it was scary. And it will be scary when you don't realize exactly what it is and how to get help. But just have hope that things will get better.

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Wow. Thanks. That was really helpful. What I've been feeling does sound a lot like Bipolar 2 but I reallly, really, really hope it's not. It's good to talk to someone who gets it, though. You're the best, Lucy. 

 

I finally got around to watching Ralph Breaks The Internet, it's so funny! Vanellope is officially my favorite Disney princess. 

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*huggles* Thanks. I really hope things end up well

 

loved that movie! Vanellope is officially mine too :)

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Oh my gosh. Wow. That was really helpful. Thank you so, so, so much. I don’t even know what I’d do without you. It feels so good to talk to someone who gets it... Bipolar 2 sounds like what I’ve been feeling like. It was really scary. I just hope I’ll be able to control it.

 

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Did you see Becky B's post yet? THE FORUM IS GOING DOWN! It's ending. All our posts will be gone. I can not deal with this. How am I supposed to save it knowing my parents are willing to snoop??? All my history, all our posts, so many conversations, roleplays, stories, GONE!!! What the actual actual actual heck!!!! This is my actual real worst nightmare! 

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I just saw it...WHAT THE ACTUAL HECK

 

I-I don't know what to say. You can always find me on Quotev, and my Tumblr username is there too, in case you need to reach me. And my stories will always be available on Qotev as soon as they're completed.

 

In the meantime, I'm gonna update TTILAY as often as I can so you could continue it in the time left

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You think I should join Quotev maybe? Thanks for being on top of TTILAY... I'm gonna try to finish up DYSM. Meanwhile, I think we all get the feeling that everything's just crumbling down around us. I guess that means you won't be on Home Base forum. 

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You could join Quotev, if you want

 

I’m gonna try the Home Base forum, if it doesn’t feel right, then I’ll make a proper goodbye 

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I'll see you there. 

 

You know when you watch these movies that are about the power of books? It's such a paradox it drives me nuts. If we listened to it we wouldn't watch it but if we didn't watch it we would know the power of books... 

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I never thought about it that way...now my brain hurts

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Aw, sorry. Today we had pajama day at school, it was so fun!

 

I'm frantically saving everything in the Wayback Machine... 

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Nice, sounds like fun!

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This must be really hard for you, since you’ve been having so long and now most of your friends that are still here are leaving. 

 

Im just barely gonna make it to my MBirthday. It’s gonna be my only one. But although I only get one year here, it has been the best year ever.

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*huggles* It's been strange, seeing a massive influx of goodbye posts. But I've been telling myself that throughout the years, my close friends have left (Clev, Sphinx, Cass, etc.) but despite that, I've met new people like you :)

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Aww, thanks! I feel so special now ;)

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I was just remembering when I had to read Romeo and Juliet fanfiction for school during my freshman year...and we treated it like it was canon...

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XD that's funny. Was it written as modern-day or in weird Old English? I once tried reading Shakespeare but I couldn't figure it out even though there was a line down each page with explanations on the other side...

 

I got an e-mail from JG Flaherty!!! Also, the official date for the book launch party is May 2nd. Yay!!! 

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It was written in modern English, thank goodness

 

YAY!! That’s exciting!

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Reading that pizza scene reminded me of that time my backyard neighbor called the cops on me and a couple other kids... did I ever tell you about that?

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From Debbie Ford (i think):

 

When you are connected to your true essence, you feel blissfully content inside - one with your own soul and the spirit that sustains you. You're able to sail above the small, lonely feelings of your desperate heart that is searching for its divine counterpart. When you are connected to your soul's deeper purpose, you are able to bring to the world that which you long to give.

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What? You never told me about that

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I sure am gonna miss Phil. I think Phil will miss me too, because he's hoarding my posts. 

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I'm kinda gonna miss him too...

 

So, my Homebase username is  ANALYZINGSUNSET25, that way you'll know it's me

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I like that name! Sunset's are pretty. I'll try to be online same time as you. It's a three hr. difference, I think. 

 

I'm babysitting such a cute dog!!! He's white and fluffy and I wish I could keep him forever!

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Aww!

 

Sure, let’s see...4 o’clock out here would be 7 over there, would that work? 

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Yep, I'll be there! TTILAY is so good, you're really talented, y'know.

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