Probably most of you know how much of a perfectionist I am, lol. Most of the posts I post I feel like are in all lowercase and very melodramatic XD But:
Right now I feel really good, guys. I'm listening to peoples' original songs online and it's so pretty and happy to hear. I actually wrote the music to another of my original songs today, practiced one I'm going to play in a few weeks, finished up the music for the bridge for another.
It's just a reminder right now that we have our bad days. We don't feel like we've done anything worth doing. The only reason you got out of bed was because if you stayed in bed any longer, your coffee would be cold. You almost stopped singing and writing songs or whatever your hobby was. You had to open a book just to distract yourself so you wouldn't hate on yourself.
I know that there are things today that I should have gotten done that I didn't yet or that I might not. I know tomorrow might be a hard day and I realize that my songs and voice aren't perfect. But right now I feel okay about it and I know that nothing can be perfect all of the time and rarely anything is perfect.
So I'm almost happy crying writing this and I hope that this message really gets to your heart today :) I hope that if you're having one of the bad days, one of the downs that this can be your little distraction for right now and your little be of hope. Make the reason you wake up tomorrow the possibility that tomorrow could be one of the really, really good days when you feel amazing and worth something.
It's okay to have bad days. Everyone does. I do-- but everyone can have a good day, too. Please just think about this :) I want you to live another day and another after that because I want you to feel many, many more of these happy days.
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Christy ~ currently trying to figure out what’s wrong with me