This wasn't Cosimia. I had known her for over half her life, and the only time she had ever ever felt like this that she had told me about when was when Ginger and Felicity were banished.
I handed the letter back to Ginger, and sighed. "Ginger, we just have to admit this. Cosimia will never be like how she was when you first met her. She is damaged now. You've seen what she's gone through already, even in just the past two years. Now imagine yourself going through that, ever since you were born. Only that it gets a million times worse as you grow up. That is what made Cosimia who she is."
Evan looked at me, sighed, and said, "I know. Remember that one night five months ago, when she and Joshua had a fight?"
I nodded. That night...I had tried to forget it. That was the night I lost Cosimia. She had lost herself.
"Well, she ended up calling me as she stood by the forest, in tears. She immediately told me she was apart of the reason Felicity was banished, and that she told Josh about it, and that she was a monster and Josh wasn't believing that she was a monster, and that he left her and she had run to the edge of the forest and wanted to tell me goodbye before she left into the woods. Then she hung up."
I nodded again. That was what she had told me, though she left out the part about calling Evan. I frowned.
Almost immediately I snapped my fingers. "Ginger. That's what we can tell Jacob. She threw herself into her work after that, so it'd be easy to say that she was working."
(Sorry to add this in but: why cannot spell imagine)
I was begining to go a bit stir-crazy. This place with it's white walls, and it's doctors.
I have to see a doctor everyday when I get out of this place for at least a month. Since I am under 21, and technically still a minor, with all my parental figures dead or missing, I ended up putting Ginger and Elizabeth as my guardians.
I can only imagine the response I will be given after they get called from the hospital asking if they were my guardians.
One of the things I had been instructed to do was list 5 things I had liked about that day.
This was today's current list:
2. Stuffed cats who are immortal
5. Nice doctors who will sit in your room with you and play board games with you.
Apart from listening to music, I also was attempting to re-watch all the Sherlock episodes.
It was going well so far.
Well, until I got a call from Ginger.
I have a playlist for this RP.
Broadway, Birdy, Paramore, Avril Lavigne, Halsey. The essentials. :)
Mods please let this through this took two hours for me to do it is all fake I promise.