*gives Samurai another hug*
It's okay to be attached, it shows that you have emotions, and that they're working, it means that you're still intact with your heart, and that you haven't lost all. I understand the loss, one of my best friends, that was awesome, sweet, caring, and just amazing had to leave. Grieve, do whatever you need too, but always keep in contact with this dude. He obviously cared about you, I mean who wouldn't? You're sweet, funny, strong, and sweet...did I already say that? XD Well, I can tell that this guy is SUPER important to you, so just try to keep in contact. I know your dreams are to become a future taekwando assitant, and to be a future olympian, well none of that stuff won't happen if you keep on thinking about him, and taekwando, try another hobby, I've seen your writing...it seems really good, take a break from taekwando and do something entirely new, mix and match.
Mods, let this through please...I spent a lot and a lot of time on this and it means a lot.