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I don't know what to do . . .

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Also known as Samurai

Est. January 2014

 

Author of the Path of Legends series - coming 2020!

 

"Fear not in this Time of Chaos, this War of Darkness. For on the horizon, there shines a light, a light brighter than any before . . ."

 

 

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What happened?

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Lucy

 

Mastermind

Wonder

Disnerd

Pegasister

Hunter

Story Thief

Child of Exile

Recruit

Jedi

Avenger

Shadow Child

 

 

#FreaksLikeMe

#WeAreFamily

#NeverForgetAnyone

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#Greyromantic

#Asexual

 

Something to believe in for even a night

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Just a lot of things . . . I don't know . . .

 

My self-esteem is really low, and I'm just really sad. I don't know why.

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Est. January 2014

 

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"Fear not in this Time of Chaos, this War of Darkness. For on the horizon, there shines a light, a light brighter than any before . . ."

 

 

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WHO MUST I KILL?

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The butterfly’s end

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the caterpillar’s beginning 

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Lemme rephrase that....

 

 

WHO HURT YOU? WHO IS GOING TO BE TORTURED AND SENTENCED TO A SLOW AND PAINFUL DEATH? 

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The butterfly’s end

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No one hurt me . . . I'm just sad . . .

 

I thought this was over. I thought this ended when middle school ended. I thought I wasn't going to be sad anymore . . . but now I'm sad again . . .

 

 

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Est. January 2014

 

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"Fear not in this Time of Chaos, this War of Darkness. For on the horizon, there shines a light, a light brighter than any before . . ."

 

 

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This is my third year of middle school, I hate it. It's just really hard. *hugs*

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Yeah, middle school was awful. No one will tell me what high school is going to be like, so I don't know what to expect.

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Est. January 2014

 

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-hugs- (unless that makes you uncomfortable, in that case... icecream?) >.<

 

I hope you feel better soon :(

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       Christy ~  currently trying to figure out what’s wrong with me 

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Thanks, Christy. -eats ice cream-

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Also known as Samurai

Est. January 2014

 

Author of the Path of Legends series - coming 2020!

 

"Fear not in this Time of Chaos, this War of Darkness. For on the horizon, there shines a light, a light brighter than any before . . ."

 

 

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*Hugs*

 

What's the matter?

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Reese

 

Be daring, be different, be impractical, be anything that will assert integrity of purpose and imaginative vision against the play-it-safers, the creatures of the commonplace.

 

#TeamBiancaandPetra

#IChooseHappy

 

家族

 

These wings are made to fly.

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*hands Samurai a banana split on a sword* *huggles Samurai*

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ELF

 

"But I don't regret,

Nor will I forget all who took the road with me.

...

To these memories I will hold

With your blessing I will go.

...

I bid you all a very fond farewell."

-Billy Boyd

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*tackle hugs*

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your evil fandom reference queen

haunted by knee bruise goblins | nr's mb-sis

|probably playing miitopia| drowning in ships|

≋≋≋≋≋≋≋≋≋≋≋≋≋≋

(thanks eris)

#Saveisaac2k19

#wafflesarefriends

#rememberhurricane

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@Samuri, I got held back a year because I couldn't read or do math so I'm the 14 year old who's labeled as stupid at her co-op because she's too stupid for real school. But all middle schoolers are like that. Snobby mean, trying to find themselves...

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*hugs* It's gonna be alright!

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A PROUD LUCIAN!

 

If you ask me how I am, there are three default answers; fine, good or eh.

 

 

 

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Thanks, everyone, I'm doing a lot better now. :)

_______

 

Cara-

It doesn't matter what other people think of you. It really doesn't. And you learn at your own pace - you're ready to advance when you're ready to advance. Just like taekwondo. Never give up, no matter what other people say. :)

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Also known as Samurai

Est. January 2014

 

Author of the Path of Legends series - coming 2020!

 

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Glad to hear that you're feeling better. :)

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       Christy ~  currently trying to figure out what’s wrong with me 

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are you ok

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hey like the post Gavin is the name

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hi are you ok what makes you feel beater

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hey like the post Gavin is the name

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*gives Samurai chocolate* Just believe in yourself! It helps!

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A PROUD LUCIAN!

 

If you ask me how I am, there are three default answers; fine, good or eh.

 

 

 

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Never mind . . . I heard today that . . .

 

I DON'T WANT IT TO BE TRUE

 

THIS CAN'T HAPPEN

 

WHY IS MY LIFE ALWAYS FALLING APART

 

I don't think I can . . .

 

If it's true . . .

 

If he . . .

 

I . . .

 

-cries- He's the only person who understands me . . .  He's the only person who I can talk to about anything . . . anything I need to talk about. Self-doubt. Anxiety. Sadness. And happier things, too. Taekwondo things. Instructor stuff. Whatever I need to talk about. No one else understands . . .

 

And now . . .

 

He's . . . he might . . . I think . . . I'm not really sure what's going on but I heard . . . I heard today that . . .

 

The day we did boxing . . . I didn't think that would be the last . . . I . . .

 

He can't leave. He can't. I never thought this would happen . . . he loves taekwondo so much . . .

 

 

 

 

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Est. January 2014

 

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. . .

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Est. January 2014

 

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Est. January 2014

 

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"Fear not in this Time of Chaos, this War of Darkness. For on the horizon, there shines a light, a light brighter than any before . . ."

 

 

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Bump!

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Farewell everyone, it was fun while it lasted....

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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*Hugs, tightly*

 

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Be daring, be different, be impractical, be anything that will assert integrity of purpose and imaginative vision against the play-it-safers, the creatures of the commonplace.

 

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#IChooseHappy

 

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chat is down again fix it please!

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Farewell everyone, it was fun while it lasted....

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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*hugs again* Ask him to say! You can, did you ever hear this quote, don't dwell on the past, or the future slips right through your hands. You could be missing so much right now! Stop worrying, relax, try listening to calming music and sit somewhere outside if you live near the water, sit there, think, grieve, do whatever you need to do, and then tomorrow, wake up, eat what you like best, practice taekwando, give your teacher  a card about how much you're going to miss him, and perhaps give him some chocolate if he likes it. Then, try to move on, do what I said everyday.

 

 

 

 

MODS, please let this through!

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I can't move on . . . that's the thing . . .

 

My parents are no help with this. They're like, "People change jobs all the time, it's no big deal, it's not the end of the world."

 

No.

 

It pretty much IS the end of the world.

 

For me.

 

Every time I think about it . . . it feels like someone tore out my heart.

 

He's been gone for the entire summer - I've already cried several times because of that, three times at TKD - and he's coming back on Monday, but I can't make it to class or work for a week because something came up . . . so I have another week to worry. Then I'm going to ask him what's going on. Then, if it really is true, and I'm still praying that it's not, I'll beg him to stay. If he really is leaving . . . I'm only going to see him two more times . . .

 

I don't know why he would do this, though. I really don't understand.

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Est. January 2014

 

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Question, Samurai, are you a boy or a girl? (It's okay if you don't want to tell me)

 

Well, over time you will move on, I know you will, with the help of your friends, perhaps you could get his phone number.

Perhaps, he had too. I know it's hard, but it'll pass.

 

(Mods, please let this through)

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A PROUD LUCIAN!

 

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Sarah-

I'm a girl. A very clingy girl. I get super emotionally attached to my martial arts teachers, no idea why . . . I knew I would have to say goodbye one day, I just didn't think it would be this soon. :( And I knew it would be the most difficult goodbye ever . . .

 

I can't move on with the help of my friends - he IS one of my friends. His best friend is also my best friend and his best friend said I could email him . . .

 

But his best friend is going back to college soon and he's been working at his dad's office some days, so he won't be around much either.

 

So . . . I really won't have anyone once summer's over . . .

 

I'll just . . . I'll take it one day at a time. I'll try as hard as I can to get him to stay, but in the end, it's his choice. If there's something he'd rather be doing, I'm not going to force him to stay. He's my friend and I want him to be happy. Even if . . . -sad smile- . . . even if it means I'm not. -tears fall from eyes- You . . . you just do what you know is right, okay? Whatever will make you happy. Follow your bliss. You told me that once. :,)

 

 

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Est. January 2014

 

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*gives Samurai another hug*

 

It's okay to be attached, it shows that you have emotions, and that they're working, it means that you're still intact with your heart, and that you haven't lost all. I understand the loss, one of my best friends, that was awesome, sweet, caring, and just amazing had to leave. Grieve, do whatever you need too, but always keep in contact with this dude. He obviously cared about you, I mean who wouldn't? You're sweet, funny, strong, and sweet...did I already say that? XD Well, I can tell that this guy is SUPER important to you, so just try to keep in contact. I know your dreams are to become a future taekwando assitant, and to be a future olympian, well none of that stuff won't happen if you keep on thinking about him, and taekwando, try another hobby, I've seen your writing...it seems really good, take a break from taekwando and do something entirely new, mix and match.

 

 

 

 

Mods, let this through please...I spent a lot and a lot of time on this and it means a lot.

 

 

 

 

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A PROUD LUCIAN!

 

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Farewell everyone, it was fun while it lasted....

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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I honestly don't believe any of this now. I just can't . . . I've had nightmares about stuff like this. So it just doesn't feel like it's really happening. I keep thinking it's just a bad dream, that I'll wake up to find that nothing that's happened this summer really happened.

 

I'm going to ask him if he's really leaving, but it just doesn't seem like he would. I don't know what's going on . . . 

 

 

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Est. January 2014

 

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"Fear not in this Time of Chaos, this War of Darkness. For on the horizon, there shines a light, a light brighter than any before . . ."