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@Chu: Yep, I'm not that big of a fan of theirs but there is a few songs I like. I listen to them in the moments when life gets hard.. 

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 We'll get through this 

Twice as strong 

Still alive 

 

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November 25th, 2018 - Sunday

 

gotta start it off w music bc music is gucci.

 

1) songs:

- come out and play (billie eilish)

- when the party's over (billie eilish)

- idontwannabeyouanymore (billie eilish)

- hostage (billie eilish)

- cursive (billie marten)

- la lune (billie marten)

- what if (coldplay)

- i get a kick out of you (michael buble)

- la vie en rose (michael buble)

- when i was your man (aaron tveit)

- what you'd call a dream (aaron tveit)

- have it all (jason mraz)

- come on eileen (dexys midnight runners)

- heroes (david bowie)

- my blood (twenty one pilots)

- little fall of rain (eddie redmayne and sam barks)

 

2) reading:

- les miserables yeet haven't gotten that far ahahahaha

- whale and national debt articles?

idk i have two different research papers and i'm researching like whales and how we can make better environments for them while we wait for them to die whilst in captivity because we can't just let them free because they'll die in the wild. it's really sad. and like i'm mostly done researching national debt. like, i already turned in the paper a couple weeks ago, but my presentation on it is tomorrow, so... hahaha, sure that'll go great. i hate that class so much, though. like it's easy, it's just dumb, and i beat myself up over it a lot because i make dumb decisions aka i let them overwork me at work and gosh i don't like myself sometimes.

- uhhhh never got around to reading the les mis fan fic oops

 

3) watching:

y'all i've watched so many movies the past few weeks because of no work and having surgery done and being on break and everything so like i've watched watched way too many movies

- blackfish (whale documentary lol)

- perks of being a wallflower (read the book before you watch it y'all)

- shrek 2??

- barbie swan lake (classic, would recommend, 10/10)

- schindler's list (it was p okay, really sad tho, made me rlly angry bc wwii)

- a beautiful life (same as schindler's list, it's really sad, and the main character frustrates me a lot bc he lies to his son for the entire movie, also wwii movie)

- the spectacular now (ehhhhh, it was alright, not that great, not really sure why we watched it)

- the phantom of the opera (it was okay, idk like the music was okay, not my fav?)

 

4) mind dump, thoughts, other stuff, idk:

yoooo so like only three weeks of school left, man. winter break is gonna be lit thooo. like idk, man, brodood will be in town visiting, so like that'll be gucci. and like, idk, we don't really have plans, except for a couple parties, but honestly, life is lit when he's involved lolololol. also, wow, i'm actually excited bc this is gonna be my first year having exams before break, like all of my classes end for good before break, so i literally don't have to worry or feel guilty at all over break, it's gonna be so gooood. i'm so excited. :D and hm, in other news, all of my friends are salty at me right now because i never talk to them, but uh sorry? like idk man kinda moved on from them or they're dumb or idk but just really haven't felt like hanging out with them? also have i mentioned that besides the past two weekends, i've closed at work literally every friday and saturday night since school started. ._. so even if i did wanna hang out with them, i wouldn't be able to bc i work on the weekends, man. ._. and also, guysss i tried sushi for the first time ever in my entire life. :D it was okay. and let's see, what else is newwww. idk, i'm for sure taking and already registered for calc and chem next semester, and im super salty because i wanted to take physics, but the class with the good professor was filled up after like thirty minutes of registration opening up. so not taking physics. might take a nerdy coding class and like a humanities class like philosophy or something, cuz i guess you need that to transfer to the school my dad wants me to transfer to. idk tho, man, lately i've just been thinking a lot about how i don't get why i'm letting my dad boss me around and tell me what to do for school when i'm the one paying?? like idk, there isn't really anything stopping me from dropping out of school and moving to a corn field in iowa, man. what if i wanna be homeless when i grow up. that's the other thing man, like i know that i want to be an engineer, but what if i'm not good enough or smart enough or idk enough or what if i don't want enough to put in the effort that will make up for the fact that i'm not good enough. i dunno. also, this past week has been pretty lame. just been kinda out of it, and like my brain is being dumb again and i'm making really bad choices that are bad for me and like really unhealthy for my body, probably, to be honest, and like idk. life is a mess. okay but my brother is missing his earbuds and like he says it's because he didn't lose them and someone took them, like... okay. like i dunno man, i have two pairs, and i never really lose them because i know where i leave them because i guess i'm organized also it drives me crazy because everyone in my family is so disorganized and messy and i'm not and idk in the past i've almost thought i'm ocd, which might explain some things, but it's not so bad that i can't function at all... ish... but like idk the messy makes me lazy and depressed, which is why i always keep my room really clean so i can focus and stuff, i dunno. like i literally got rid of a bunch of stuff a couple years ago, and since i did that, it's like way easier to clean my room. like on my desk i just have two plants and a jar for pencils and stuff and a candle and i have a basket for blankets, and there's my bed, and there's a few things i store under there, and i have my bookshelf which is always kept really clean except for when i leave stuff on it after getting ready and i have like a bedside table bookshelf thing that's shorter and i keep journals and clothes and some school stuff on it with my lamp, but like, that's really all there is to it in my room. not really sure why i just described my room, to be honest. my closet really stresses me out though, because it's really big, but it's really messy, because i never cleaned it after we painted in the summer. i need to do that over break, to be honest. i was gonna do it this past week, but yknow.... fever... sick... brain is dying again... not doing good... etc. there were a lot of things i wanted to get done and do with friends but i just couldn't because i spent like half of break in bed feeling like i was going to die. and so yeah. i went back to work last night, and i came home and had a terrible headache and my legs hurt and my stomache hurt and everything hurt, and i took medicine, which helped, but then i woke up this morning, and my throat hurt and i couldn't talk at all. i have a follow up appointment this thursday, so we'll see how that goes. but anyway, there's a bunch of new people at work, including my neighbor. hahaha, there was a new guy, and i had to train him for like an hour, but i didn't know it was his first day, so like... i failed at training for like half an hour. but then i realized it was his first day and wow i think i gave him too much information, he is probably overwhelmed. he was so nice though. okay but there is this guy at work and he is so nice and innocent and precious and sweet and he showed me how to play pokemon go and we went to a haunted house together and ha i miss him but he changed his availability so we never work together anymore apparently idk i just got back and he texted me the other day so sad also i have been wanting to journal and also stop using electronixs so much, but geez man, it's so hard to not use electronics when you need them for school, and like i need my alarm for work, too, like my alarm is on my phone. idk. but i think i wanna just like quit internet the entire time brodood is here/the entirety of winter break idk. not been feeling well today the food has not been good and i am feeling dizzy so i will stop but i need to go post on the chat thread.

 

pray to santa that my presentation goes well tomorrow and i get 100 because i need it or i will drop out of school. also pray to santa that this post goes through because i spent a lot of time on it, man. :( sorry for any typos.

 

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@Key: Switchfoot's gucci... I like a lot of their stuff. Haven't even heard of any of the other bands you listed, though lollll. What are your favorite songs (maybe like top 2-3) by each of them? It helps to know what other people think are the good songs when I listen to new bands and stuff, I guess. I dunno. Switchfoot's actually not normally the kind of music I listen to, and idk, like I said, I really only listen to Air for Free, when I do listen to Relient K. So, yeah, I guess my point is they're not really the kind of music I typically listen to. Not really sure what kind of music I like? I like a little of everything? I like a lot of indie pop folk, though, lollll. :D

 

@Chewy: Tenth Avenue North is a different subcategory of Christian music, my dude. 

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surprisely I was able to do this XD 

 

 

Demon Hunter: 

 

1. The Heart of a Graveyard 

 

2. One Last Song 

 

3. Collapsing 

 

Now remember Demon Hunter is a Christian Metal band so if you don't like the occasional screaming of lyrics you aren't going to like them. 

 

Hawk Nelson: 

 

1. Live Life Loud 

 

2. Friend Like That 

 

3. The One Thing I Have Left 

 

Hawk Nelson's older stuff is much like Relient K which is why I like them. 

 

Disciple: 

 

1. Dear X, You don't own me

 

2. The One 

 

3. Secret Weapon 

 

Disciple is a Southern Christian rock band. 

 

 

Sent By Ravens: 

 

1. Prudence 

 

2. This Awakening 

 

3. An Honest Heart 

 

They're a Christian post hardcore band 

 

House of Heroes: 

 

1. Love is for the Middle Class 

 

2. Code Name: Raven 

 

3. Leave You Now 

 

Alternative Rock band 

 

TFK (Thousand Foot Krutch): 

 

1. Lifeline 

 

2. E for Extinction

 

3. Phenomenon 

 

Another Christian rock band 

 

 

Like I said these are just a few of the bands I listen too. 

 

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 You think that I'm okay but I'm just hiding behind a smile  

 We'll get through this 

Twice as strong 

Still alive 

 

BuT iF yOu MeAsUrE lOvE iN fAlSe SeCuRiTiEs..I oWe YoU nOtHiNg At AlL

 

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klary's 2018 CHRISTMAS PRESENTS (late edition)

 

chewy: a decent sleep schedule and high 90s for grades for the rest of ur hs career

 

gio: lol nothing u didn't wanna go to a concert w me :(

 

megan: that one aesthetic bible i still haven't touched oops

 

kathy and hope: acceptance and full ride to college of ur choice :D

 

v: eggnog lollll

 

ozzy and 99: fire extinguishers rip

 

lyssie: no more cyst probs, my dood 

 

kristie: more info about that strange little man o_o

 

everyone else: the solutions to all of the world's problems that i came up with this afternoon and also disembodied hand brownies and other delicacies typically found at this sort of MB occasion

 

happy holidays, my doods

 

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WOW I literally messed that up so bad

 

*Christy

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chewy's 2018 xmas presents!

 

klary: a passport so u can visit me 4 my bday and also go to the concert here

 

gio: tickets to the concert so u can go w klary lollll

 

everyone else: ice cream n stuff :D

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