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Tuesday - June 13th, 2017

Things Melikes

 

I'm currently loving the evening weather and sunsets and the summer feelz even though it's not quite summer. Bike rides at like 8:30 or 9 are pretty kool. Also, the vent right by my bed with the air conditioning reminds me of summer so much, it makes me so ready to be done with school (litrally so excited for senior year, btw). Oh, also the way leaves filter the light that comes through my window in the evening is the best thing ever. Ahhhhhhh... I'm trying to finish City of Glass and I just got to the good part, so that's something else I've been liking, too. Aaaand, my little brother currently adores me and ahaha it feels so good. :p 

 

Class: Into to Psych

Teacher: Civics

Drink: Water with lemon

Songs: if you happen to listen to these, make sure you're volumes at 100 :p

Rainbow Connection by Sleeping At Last

Collapsible Lung by Relient K

City of Stars by Ryan Gosling

(The entire La La Land soundtrack, really.)

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*Your volume's 

 

I somehow managed to only tan one side of my arms, sooooo that's pretty great. :D

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Tuesday - June 27th, 2017

 

- I took senior pictures for my friend on Saturday, and hahahaha I'm too lazy to edit them. *facepalm* I really need to get back into photography this summer. And I really need to get my senior pictures.

- Not capitalizing anything is so aesthetically pleasing

- Camping in mountains = super exciting and such kool

 

- Get to paint bedroom white???!

- I went for a walk with my little brother today and he is so cute. :D It reminded of my babysitting job last year because I would take mah babysittee to the library and to the fountain and sometimes to get ice cream and it was just a lot of fun.

- Also, Sunday night, we went to this one park, and it was so pretty when we got to the trails. The sun was setting, and idk what it is about sunlight but I love it so much, especially when the sun is rising or setting. It makes everything seem so peaceful? Right? Idk.

- #reallyproudofmyselfbecauseivereadthreebookssofarandwerenoteventwoweeksintosummer 

- Ahhhhhhhhh I'm so ready for camp nano to start. :D My book is going to be AWESOME. 

- I really wish I was inspired to take pretty notes and start planning and stuff during the school year. It's not kool when I want to do it near the end of school/during the summer when I LITERALLY DO NOTHING IMPORTANT IN LIFE.

- Oh, my. Senior year starts in basically two months. Hahahahaha, I can't stop thinking about how much fun going to {amusement park} will be next May/June for physics but ahhhh what if I don't make any friends in that class. Then it'll be super awkward. o.O 

- IT'S SUMMER.

 

 

Songs: 

* Dazzle by Oh Wonder

* Run for Those Hills, Babe by Tom Rosenthal

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Wow! You sound so happy. Happy for you. That bhook sounds good and Im glad ur done w school

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Second is family

Third is basketball

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Thursday - July 6th, 2017

 

- I got to watch one of my friend's kids, and asdfghjkl he is so adorable.

- For the holiday, I went to my friends' house, and for the sake of nostalgia, we went to the park and played kickball. It was a pretty lame (albeit, my team one :p), but it made me feel like I was ten again. :D And when we were walking back, my dearest companions decided to blare the Hamilton soundtrack, which was somewhat annoying, but it was fun. :) The sunset was super pretty, too. :p And then when we got back, they set off a bunch of fireworks and haaaaaaahahahahahahaha I was peer pressured into slow dancing to God Bless the USA (I'm Proud to Be An American) by Faith & Justice with the person that literally hates America and tried burning it with fireworks. And then a dance party to Firework and Party in the USA and etc. ensued... Main point: it was pretty fun.

- My sister got T39C books from the library the day. It would be so awkward if she joined the MB. :D

- I finally finished cutting out robots (for crafts?) for this one camp I'm volunteering at next week. I spent six hours on Monday cutting them out and I still had to spend about four more yesterday, and an hour or two today. *facepalm*

- My teacher for one of the AP classes I'm taking next year emailed the class and gave us the materials and instructions for homework so we can get a headstart and that made me really happy idk why. 

- Asdfghjkl so my sister (read: my dad, because he doesn't trust us lol) was going to paint her new bedroom last weekend, but lol my dad had to do a bunch of prep work apparently, so now we have to wait another two weeks before I can paint my room and I'm like super excited because I get to share it with mah best friend forever, for like a year lol

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Wednesday - July 19th, 2017

 

Last night was honestly the best one I've had in a while. o_O

 

Mah friend got home from work and then we went to the store and got sum chicken nuggets and made them for dinner, and he didn't like them, so we laughed really hard for a really long time about that. And then we went outside and laid on the ground and stared at the sky and he made fun of me for crying over a book character and we called his aunt to ask if he really did have six toes when he was a kid and idk we just talked? And it was really nice? And he read the epilogue of City of Heavenly Fire out loud, which seemed kind of fitting because he did the same thing for the first chapter of City of Bones. Also, the sunset and sky were really pretty and like, idk man, the weather was really nice too? Nice for Michigan. :p And then we watched Rogue One and ahhhhhh Diego Luna. It honestly feels so weird to watch movies now, because I've only watched two others in the past 6.5 months, but it was worth it. Y'all should try going on a movie diet. :D 

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(It kind of freaks me out that people are liking these posts, but it's pretty much just me on this thread, so I'm not sure how that... works?)

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Friday - July 21th, 

 

The other day, my 5yo brother went to the library. He got some of my favorite books from when I was a kid. :D Anywho, one of them was about Franklin the turtle. Franklin made some chocolate chip cookies in the recipe, so my mom was you and GBB can make some cookies today! Lol. If I'm correct, the recipe called for one egg, one stick of butter, one cup of sugar, one cup of flour, and one cup of chocolate chips... Bake at 350 (F) for 10 minutes. Lemme tell you.................................. They're trash. The cookie dough didn't even taste good. My friend saw them and asked if they were pancakes. o.O DON'T MAKE THEM, OKAY?

 

Asdfghjkl I can't wait for vacation. Methinks that precious is leaving next Saturday, and getting back two weeks from then?

 

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"Friday - July 21th,"

 

*facepalmfacepalmtreefacefloor*

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*hugs*

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 ocean 

your evil fandom reference queen

haunted by knee bruise goblins | nr's mb-sis

|probably playing miitopia | drowning in ships|

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#Saveisaac2k18

#wafflesarefriends

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Hey Clair :)

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Safire

 

⬧♋●◆⧫♋⧫♓□■⬧ ■♏❒♎⬧

 

~A forever bitter pre- Dark Ages MBer~

 

"I say Vol, you say Tron! Vol-?"

"...Vol-tron...?"

 

So long live the car crash hearts

Cry on the couch and all the poets come to life

Fix me in 45

 

#Isupportsamegendershipping 

 

 

 

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Tuesday - July 25th, 2017

 

- My library has had summer reading programs every summer since forever, and this was the first year I did the teen program (haha, I was too lazy all the other years, oops). HOLY COW. The prizes are great. But basically, I had to read a book that took place on each continent and then for each ocean, there was an activity you had to do... the last one I needed was to attend a library event. I really wanted to go to this event they're on Saturday about space and stuff that's sponsored by the company that my boyfriend works for, but alas, I'll be on vacation. So, anywho, I decided to go to the game night they had... I took my little brother and we played the kid version of Ticket to Ride, but oh my gosh. o_o My earth science teacher from freshman year at my old school was there. o_o I was actually kind of expecting her to be there because my sister's gone to the game nights a couple of times and it was always super awkward because she would be playing games with her science teacher, but like... she's not my teacher and I don't go to that school anymore and... o_o Thankfully, I saw her and proceeded to go to the opposite end of the room. So if she did recognize me (which I honestly doubt, because I was three years younger, had a pixie cut, and just looked really different back then), she didn't say anything. :p So anywho, after my brother and I finished our game, I went to get mah prize, and the librarian was like yeah just pick a bag out of one of the boxes (#1 autographed books that I hadn't heard of #2 "fun" stuff #3 "tech" stuff). And honestly, I should've gotten a new Android charger, but my brother saw a fidget spinner in one of the bags in the fun stuff box, so I had to get that so he'd stop screaming. ._. But it also came with some art stuff, candy, coupons to get free books from the used book section, a free doughnut from Tiny Tim's, $5 voucher for fines, coupons for this really expensive ice cream/??? shop (hahaha "free sample"), and a free medium McCafe beverage ahahahaha. So, I guess my experience with the teen summer reading program was pretty good. :p

- I CAN'T BELIEVE JULY IS ALREADY OVER ALMOST. o_o I'm finally caught up in camp nanowrimo, hallelujah. :D

- Hahahahahahahahahhahahaha my friend and I are writing ship stories about each other, and so far I'm kind of in love with my stories. I think we're going to burn them after we're done reading them, though, just because they're all trash. 

 

Hey, Saf. :)

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This is random but is that poem in your sig written by you? 

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"I believe in Christianity as I believe that the sun has risen: not only because I see it, but because by it I see everything else." ~ C.S. Lewis 

 

 

~Monica Cahill~                 1 John 4:10 

 

 

"Fantasy reveals what reality obscures."

 

 

 

#ENDSLAVERY

 

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I wish. :p It's from the song Collapsible Lung by Relient K. It's probably one of my favorite songs. :)

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Thanks for answering! I've heard some of their songs, though I can't think of which ones I've listened to. 

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"I believe in Christianity as I believe that the sun has risen: not only because I see it, but because by it I see everything else." ~ C.S. Lewis 

 

 

~Monica Cahill~                 1 John 4:10 

 

 

"Fantasy reveals what reality obscures."

 

 

 

#ENDSLAVERY

 

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Cool! I really like their music. :3

 

(Some other favorites include Marigold, The Lining is Silver, Mountaintop, Candlelight, Curl Up and Die, I Don't Need a Soul, Lost Boy, and Sleepin. :p)

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Tuesday - August 8th, 2017

 

     My vacation was probably one of the best I've been on since 2012. o.O The weather was litrally perfect (except for two days... it rained. Like, really hard. o_o) and THE LAKE. IT WAS AMAZING. While it wasn't like it used to be, where it was super shallow and sandy and you could walk reeeeally far out before the water got up to your shoulders, it was still relatively sandy, but the water was deeper and the waves were bigger? 

     There was this one night when it was raining and really windy so mah homie and I went swimming and it was so much fun. It was really cold though. :p But it was a ton of fun, I guess because there's never very many big waves. And it was perfect, because right as we decided to leave, the sun came out from behind the louds and we got to watch the sunset. :p

     And just in general, this particular trip was a lot of fun because mah homie's parents and brother/his sister-in-law + her family were all up there, and like they haven't been up there all at once since 2014 and like his nephews are adorable. But like we had a bunch of sleepovers in the loft and we played Sushi Go and watched That Thing You Do and Pride and Prejudice and had a popcorn fight and it was so much funnn. 

     One of them is really good at photography, so I was going to have her take my senior pictures/do a sweat photo shoot with me and mah homie because we're both graduating this year, so we went to the field with aliens and had a picnic and it was going to be super aesthetic, but then rain started pouring down, so it didn't work out. We might go back up there next week, though, so we could potentially do it then, but idk, because we'll be staying at a different place that's about an hour away. 

     Also, the SUNSETS WERE REALLY PRETTY. I'm really thankful that I get to go up there every year and get to see the sunsets because they're way prettier up there than they are here in the city-ish? ._. But yeah, mah homie and I hung out at the beach every night to watch it and it was always fun. :3

     Mah homie's nephew adores us, which was super cute, and I can't believe I haven't seen him since 2014. He's gotten so much bigger and asdfghjkl o_o He's so big. And I mean, his brother's other two kids are adorable, but it was my first time seeing them, and their daughter looks like his wife when she was a kid and she likes playing with baby dolls, it's so cute. o_o 

     And then our friend came up for literally a couple of days, and it was nice hanging out with him, but it's kind of weird because we're all grown up and like... we don't have to have our parents drive us around and stuff. So when we left, mah homie was like we're gonna go golfing (read: he's going to make us watch him golf) and they made me drive the golf cart and hahahaha I'm just glad I didn't drive into one of the cherry trees. And then we got some top notch food and drove home, but like we got home six hours after his parents did. :p The cherries were great, by the way. o_o 

     I don't know, it's always weird when I go up there, because I used to go up with my entire family every year, and... that doesn't happen anymore? o.O And I used to always worry while I was up there that it would be my last time, but I don't think that'll be the case any longer. :p 

 

     In other news, I shadowed my mom's dentist today. o_o That was weird. I know that I defintely don't want to be a dentist, though, so I'm not really sure why I went.

     I FINISHED TID. I'm so sad because I'm done reading TMI and TID, and like, personally I liked TID more and it just made me think of mah homie and our best friend and I because we kind of have the relationship that Jem and Tessa and Will have and idk. o_o All I know is it made me think about what'll be like when one of us dies, which has been rather depressing. *facepalm* o_o I don't know what to do with my life now, though, because I've been reading TMI/TID for eight months and like ughhh... But idk, I really liked TID (and hahahahahaha I got mah homie to start reading it, mostly because it takes place in the 1800s but like asdfghjkl).

     SCHOOL STARTS IN A MONTH. I can't wait to pick up my schedule and asdfghjkl I can't wait to be done with high school. :D :D :D :D :D And like, if I wanted to start some homework for one of my AP classes, I could, but like... it's summer. ._. BUT SENIOR YEAR. I can't believe I'm almost doneee. Like, I honestly didn't think I was going to survive freshman year, but here I am and sure, I'll probably die sometime this school year, but asdfghjkl. I can't wait to be done.

 

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Thursday - August 17th, 2017

 

-WELL. I finished Shadowhunter Academy the other night, and o_o It definitely provided closure to TMI, which I suppose I'm glad about. But the ending o_o o_o o_o

- My parents and four of my siblings are tripping, and one of my brothers is out-of-state for work, so at home, it's just two of my older siblings (that are gone working either all day or all night), my younger brother and sister that pretty much stay in the same spot all day, my friend that works all day, and me. Sooo, basically it's my two younger siblings and yours truly at home, and it's been so nice because I'll clean up the house and IT STAYS CLEAN. o_o I stayed up until like 12:30 this morning cleaning, idk what's happened to me. (I also cleaned my room, which was very very very muchly needed.

- I was watching my brother's dank YouTube videos from a house show mah homie's family hosted back in 2013, and WOW. We were all so smol. :D But the music was pretty good, tbh.

- Heh, and then I got distracted, and watched the YouTube video of yours truly and some of mah frenz in a lip sync battle and I'M LEGITIMATELY ANGRY THAT WE DIDN'T WIN. The only reason we didn't come in second place was because we didn't have hoola hoops in our act, but we did consider bringing tricycles into the act at one point. But asdfghjkl our act was so good and mah homie was literally the best part of it, and we blew the host's mind, and mah homie was perfect in our afterview, and I'm so glad that we decided to throw money off the stage while dabbing and like asdfghjkl our act was so good. :D But wow, how was that back in December. o.O I kind of hope they have another battle this year, but mah homie and our best friend are technically gradumacated, so they wouldn't be able to be part of it, which is kind of lame. 

- Ughhhhh, idk why, but (Meet Me on the) Battlefield by Svcrina gives me Sizzy feelz (probably bc it was playing while I was reading a Sizzy scene), but like asdfghjklasdfghjklasdfghjkl

- SCHEDULE PICKUP IS ON TUESDAY GUESS WHO MIGHT DIE OF EXCITEMENT AND THEN DIE OF SADNESS BECAUSE SUMMER'S ENDING BUT IT'S OKAY BECAUSE I'M GRADUATING THIS YEAR. I still gotta have my brother take my senior pictures. o_o 

- Soooo, my sister got married back in May, and since she moved out, there's an empty bedroom that we've all been fighting over... We had this dank plan where the sister I share a room with was going to move into the empty room with my other sister and our dog, and then mah homie and I were gonna share a room until mah homie moves out, and then my other other sister was going to move in with me... Weeeeeeeeeeell, it turns out that the sister that was going to move into the empty room/the one I currently share a room with is moving out so she doesn't have such a long commute to school... So now my mom's like, okay the oldest kid gets their own room. ._. So said oldest kid is getting my current room, and I wanted mah homie and I to move in with my 5yo bro, and then my two younger sisters would share a room, BUT SHE'S GONNA MAKE US SHARE A ROOM WITH MY SISTER AND THE DOG LIKE dood. o_o Anywho, I'm rather angry at her. -_-

- I got to babysit Jordyn again. :D She's so cuteeeee. Apparently they had a different babysitter for most of the summer, but recently decided they didn't like her because she never did anything with Jordyn and I do so hahahhaahhahaha :D The only thing is, I'm supposed to babysit again on Monday, but like I have a dentist appointment, so I have to awkwardly call Jordyn's mom and tell her that I probably can't babysit????? Idk. I hate calling people. ._.

- Apparently, Ingrid Michaelson released a new album??????? I just figured that out a few days ago???????? I'm not a huge fan of it, but like???????????? Throwback to 2014??????????? Throwback to watching Mom's Night Out on my birthday???????????

- My friend sister's (the one I took senior pix for) open house is on Saturdayyyy. :D Her mom almost canceled it, though, because my friend got mono while he was on a trip for work. o_o Also, my friend got the keys to his apartment and I'm SO GLAD HE HAS A ROOMMATE because he literally has no clue as to what's going on. It's scary because he genuinely knows nothing, and I'm like really glad that mah homie trusts our friend's roomie, because if not, they'd both be dead, and it would not be pretty.

 

Merry Christmas. 

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Posting these to find these later:

 

1 | baking things isn't an all day activity.
2 | no one looks good in yellow.
3 | people taking driver's ed have to be picked up after lessons because they can't drive themselves home.
4 | use credit cards for small purchases and/or emergencies.
5 | time flies, especially when you're having fun.
6 | you don't have to go to mexico or florida to have fun during spring break.
7 | dutch people are always right.

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*first place, not second place... we came in second place

*interview, not afterview??

*____, not whatever typos there are that I'm too lazy to find

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The fact that you are writing all of these down is an admirable feat and wonder in and of itself. Seriously, how even.

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Sage Heavenswheel 

 

Despairing Art Student/Pre-College Teen

 

Formerly AquaBloodhound/DarkSoul33

 

*currently on a college-results-i'm-dying hiatus*

 

*currently on a need-to-paint hiatus*

 

*currently on a project hiatus*

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It was summer, Sage. ;)

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I am rather upset because I wrote another post yesterday, but it never went through. And I forgot to renew my library books yesterday... Good thing I have a handy dandy discount thing from the reading program that'll pay $5. :D

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Ah, summer, yes. The magic . . . No wonder.

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Sage Heavenswheel 

 

Despairing Art Student/Pre-College Teen

 

Formerly AquaBloodhound/DarkSoul33

 

*currently on a college-results-i'm-dying hiatus*

 

*currently on a need-to-paint hiatus*

 

*currently on a project hiatus*

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MONDAY - 04302018

 

spring is here, you guys. the weather is warm. the sun is shining. tt feels like summer. i just want summer so bad. i only have thirty-one days until my last day of school, and even then, it's only for a couple hours. i'm so excited you, guys.

 

in other news, my homie left. it's been the best two weeks of my life, i feel like. i just wish he could come back this summer. i'm glad we had a good time though, made lots of new memories, and ugh i'm gonna miss him. ._.

 

i would talk about my plans for next fall buuuuuut... that would just be a joke. i dunno, just guess i gotta accept that my life is gonna suck for at least two years and maybe after that too. i just really hate that all i've ever done is transfer schools and i just want to stay in one place and have the same friends for four years. like if i do what my dad wants me to do, i won't be broke, but it'll just be a repeat of the past three years. so i don't know. i'll probably end up doing that, but ugh i'm just !!!!!! i want to quit everything. not exist? that would be nice. it's pathetic though because i don't even feel comfortable talking to my parents about school !!! how sad and dumb is that !!! 

 

last night, he was playing some songs and oh boi i still feel nostalgic. 

 

favorite class: tie between humanities / history

favorite song: the lining is silver by relient k

favorite teacher: history (e.p.)

favorite drink: panera's iced green tea

 

CAN TODAY END ALREADY BECAUSE THAT WOULD BE GREAT

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MONDAY - 08142018

 

so i graduated, it's summer, and college starts in thirteen days. wahoo. that last post lol i'm dying. so yeah i'm going to the school my dad wanted me to and then i'll transfer, i guess. probz gonna major in engineering, so that's gucci i guess idk. the other day i was reading through stuff i wrote earlier in the year, and it's all super angsty and like "idek what i want anymore" and like ...lol still true haha i suck. 

 

this summer has sucked, though. so at work, literally over a month before i finished school, i was like yo @ ben can u train me to open so i can get lozza gucci hours (wanted to work like five days a week, compared to the two to three during the school year) and he was like no prob bob and i was trained to open in like mid-june, but then a new manager took over scheduling, and she was yeah i'm gonna have you open two days, close two nights, and have you do the day shift where i can fit you in... well that never happened, but i kept telling myself i'd give them one more chance, until finally, joe took over scheduling, and he asked how many days i wanted to work and i told him, but then me and brodood over here went on vacation, and lo and behold school starts in less than two weeks. so like??? idk. all i wanted to do was work a lot in the mornings so my afternoons would be open so i could do stuff and like idk. and then i was working on redoing my room and i wanted to have it all done by the end of the first week of june, but my dad is very particular, so he literally didn't finish until like near the end of july. and even then, brodood had to finish everything my dad didn't, and then my dad lost the parts for like my curtain rod but like i'm too broke to buy a new one, so i'm without curtains and like brodood was here for like four weeks and we didn't have any curtains the whole time lolololol end me. so yeah basically i hate panera.

 

guess i'm just always gonna come here whenever he leaves. idk he left today, and it's not really as bad as it was when he left in april. he was here longer, and we got to spend a lot more time by ourselves, i guess. vacation was particularly gucci. honestly, didn't even feel like he had ever left like idk it just felt like back to normal. here's to another four months of dying lolol. i feel like it won't be so bad. also like idk why but i'm nervous for his interview on friday. like can you imagine if he gets the job that'll be so cool and like it's his dream job he'll be so happy but like idk that's what he said about germany lolll idk

 

in other news i am still reading all the light we cannot see, pretty gucci book. it's weird bc a bunch of people i know have read it? like idk my doctor and the lady that did my ultrasound had even read it and they were like yeah it's an interesting book and i was like okay thanks i'm like .000000002% through it.

 

um, and just in general, i've been randomly inspired to do a lot of stuff these last few days. maybe it's just brodood rubbing off on me. like idk i guess one of the things i like about him is that he literally thinks anything is possible and achievable it's great. and it's not even that the things i wanna do are like... hard? it's just that i'm too lazy lol i need to work on that

 

and i guess i've just been thinking a lot lately, pretty much about everything, a lot of self-reflection. so idk. like i guess i just want to be more intentional in how i live? that sounds stupid? lol but like idk i feel like the past four years were very like robotic? and it was just kinda like the same thing over and over and i just want to change and i feel like this is the best time to work on it because there's already so much changing around me idk this is all so sappy (speaking of such i stepped on sap when we were on vacation, and it's still on my foot???) and like idk i feel like it'll be easier now that i have more freedom (guyssssss my eighteenth bday is so close i'm like simultaneously freaked out and excited) and idk

 

seriously considering going to italy before i transfer... i just don't know when the best time to do that is?

 

lastly, does anyone have any good non-fiction book suggestions? if u have fiction suggestions, pls leave those below, but also lemme know what genre and/or a brief summary . music suggestions are also welcome (lol i don't even think anyone reads these posts but yknow)

 

anyway, i'll probably be back in like four months at this rate  

 

bye, world

 

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'i guess i just want to be more intentional in how i live? that sounds stupid? lol but like idk i feel like the past four years were very like robotic?' ngl that resonated with me a lot I should think about that too

 

uhhh the one i've read is 'astrophysics for people in a hurry' it's by neil degrasse tyon it's rlly short but yeah good times (also I hear 'a brief history of time' is good haha)

 

anyways engineering sounds fun good luck with college buddi

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so much to think about, not enough time, man o_o

 

hmm, i should read that. how short is short, my dude?  wow rlly 

 

aw thx buddi have fun in grade 11 w physics n chem and compsci and french and stuff

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wednesday - september 26, 2018

 

well, guyz, it's practically october. have i ever mentioned that i like the idea of fall and the idea of all the things u can do during fall, but idk man, it's just not rlly my thing tbh. summer's more my thing, maybe spring, then fall, then winter. lol i hate winter. maybe it's just because the weather sucks a lot here, idk.

 

anywayyy, been in school for a month. it's not too bad. it could be better if i wasn't working like thirty hours a week lololololllll not even sure why i work that much because i'm only making minimum wage, y'know. but like idk, i like all of my professors? everyone knows my brothers n mcchico, so they all know me, so idk? not really gonna complain about a good built-in reputation? the only thing is now i pheel a lot of pressure to keep up w their expectations which ahahahahahahhahahahahahhahahaha what a joke. but idk, it hasn't been too bad. i think my favorite class has been either calc or chem, tbh. cuz like i love math but also chem is rlly interesting, so idk.

 

i also rlly like the fact that i leave after my brother and sister in hs but still get home before they do, like i literally spend less time at school than them, most days. some days i can go to school, go home for a bit, work for a few hours, and still be home for the day before they do. i also like that i'm not treated like a little kid at school? like idk we're adults!! we don't need to be babysat!! wow!! what a crazy concept!!

 

speaking of being adults lolololol i turned eighteen ._. i got sum gucci nite lites for my bday n i love them so much o.O i worked on my birthday tho, so i had a counseling session w my managers. but like dude!! i did stuff!! just not on my actual bday, yknow? like i had 2.5 parties, went to the farmer's market w my friend, got to sleep in, skyped w mcchico n watched titanic bc i can check out movies at the library now (wow exciting!!) and yeahhhhhhhh

 

and uh in other news i have another throat appointment next week so lollll we'll see how that goes. it's not gonna be w the european doctor brodood tho bc my mom thought it was kinda shady that he didn't even read the results from the biopsy so yeahhh probz gonna have to have surgery in november or december :( :(

 

hmm i just checked out a lotta bookz but i don't have time to read any of them so that's an issue

 

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september playlist:

 

- finally know what love is / us the duo

- man of stone / matt thiesson and the earthquakes

- one last dance / us the duo

- september / earth, wind, & fire

- don't you / simple minds

 

(now accepting song applications for october music pls thx bye)

 

my current fav food is yogurt w granola. one of my frenz came into work on my bday n was like hbd and asked what i was gonna do and i was like uhhhhhhh go to the farmer's market and she said there was a person that sold rlly good granola but i didn't see it. :( i did see the latin street food guy that's also a regular at work, i felt kinda bad tho bc i didn't say hi oooooooops.

 

my current fav pasttime is napping wow surprise ikr 

 

my brother moved out over the summer and he came over the other day to make homemade ramen lolol jkjk but he got me a bunch of asian food for my bday thx man still have to try it but he was like u gotta open it while i'm here but i'd just gotten home from work and had gotten free food so i wasn't hungry and still haven't opened any of it oops

 

idk guys i kinda wanna quit work but like uhhhhhhhhhh just learned barista and my manager wants me to be a trainer and like i rlly like the hours that i work, i just don't want to work... so much? but we're rlly understaffed so like?

 

pitch perfect is high school music but college. fite me

 

bye kidzzz

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red red wine - ub40

til I am myself again - blue rodeo

human - the human league

summer of love - u2

lucky strike - troye sivan

searchlight - phillip phillips

flames - sia (david guetta)

 

I lyke fall too :D

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Aww you guys, it's such a throwback on here. And I feel kind of weird now that I'm old and posting, haha.

 

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thursday - november 8, 2018

 

wazzup, my doods. not much is different. almost done with my first semester of school ahahahahahahhahahahahaha what a joke. uh, finally watched les mis in october, maybe? what a good movie. THE MUSIC IS SO GOOD GUYSS. had surgery yesterday, and honestly feeling pretty normal. maybe a little sore, but it's not that bad. don't have work until after thxgiving so that's gucci. idk. fall's been nice, but wow i'm rlly ready for thanksgiving and christmas and winter break and being done with school and like asdfghjkl. 

 

haven't really started a november playlist, but here's my october one instead :D

 

summer of love - u2

every breaking wave - u2

ordinary love - u2

explorers - muse

stars - russel crowe

do u hear the people sing - AARON TVEIT

one day more - les mis cast

drink w me - AARON TVEIT

the death of gavroche - AARON TVEIT

valjean's confession - hugh jackman ew

a heart full of love reprise - amanda seyfried/hugh jackman/EDDIE REDMAYNE

hold on - michael buble

lost - michael buble

close ur eyes - michael buble

you n i - michael buble

futile devices - sufjan stevens

 

(aaron tveit is so pretty u guyz like actually)

 

okay but like i have a separate playlist of just les mis music and WOW EMPTY CHAIRS AT EMPTY TABLES WHAT A SAD SONG LIKE WHO KNEW A SONG COULD BE SO SAD POOR MARIUS

 

idk not much else is new, man. my little brother is literally so adorable. the other day, he had a voting party bc election day, and he made a list of rules and taped them to his wall, and had sunny d, and blew up like twenty tiny balloons, and my sister helped him record a video telling everyone to go vote. so precious. i cri. ._.

 

idk guess that's it for now. o_o

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(aaron tveit is so pretty u guyz like actually) wow honestly guys like actually watch the movie im ded

 

also muse album droppin today yee yee

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Wait wait you listen to Relient K?????!! 

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