In case any of you have seen my orignial post in the other fanclub, I'd like to make apology here. If you haven't seen it, please don't go to it - I'm not trying to hide anything, I'm just trying to prevent any hurt feelings. I wrote another apology as one of the most recent replies on that thread, if you wish to see another expression of my apology. First things first - to my knowledge, nobody in that fanclub made malicious claims but me, and I solely am responsible for any misconceptions of each fanclub by the other. Everyone in both clubs are kind people, so please do not suspect any others of sharing the feelings that I seemed to possess. The things I said in that post are untrue, hurtful, and I'm shocked that they were borne from my keyboard. I'd like to think that I'm a kind person, especially on this message board, and I hope that this is the first (and last) time I have ever said something as hurtful and unnecessarily mean as that. The thoughts I conveyed in that post do NOT reflect my intentions that I had when I was writing it. You guys are doing something fantastic in this fanclub, and as both fanclubs share the same passion, they should have embraced each other instead of competing - except that was no one except me. Nobody else in the other fanclub said something malicious, I take full responsibilty, and I hope any wedge I drove between the fanclubs is quickly and easily dissolved. The only source I can conjecture for such a message as the one I wrote is part jealousy, part superiority complex...so I hope that the time you took reading this apology is well spent and that you're able to forgive me. If you did not see the original message, trust that I said things I should not have even thought and I am truly, sincerely sorry that I said such a thing and hurt anyone's feelings. You guys have started a wonderful thread, I put slander to it in words that should have never been conceived, and I desperately hope that you are able to accept this apology as a club on the whole, and retain no negative beliefs about the people and content on the other fanclub. I said what should not have been said. I am sorry.