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So....I hope you guys all know about the Butterfly stuff I've been doing. 

 

I killed 4 butterflies today. I feel horrible about it. I just don't know anymore. 

 

The one reason was because of the girl in my class. 

 

I'm struggling. I have to look like I'm fine, but I'm struggling. No one has noticed this. 

 

Help. Please. 

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Lani

 

I'd Rather Be Me Then Be With You

 

 

 Also, I miss Newsies(Hannah)

And Mary Poppins(Bird Woman)

And Annie(July)

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Branch: Ekaterina

I just posted

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❃_-*CrimsonRose*-_❃

 

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scarletdragon2027

Branch: Ekaterina

Lani, don't give up. Don't ever give up. You're stronger than this girl.

 

You can fight this. You can do this.

 

Life may be hard, and it may be cruel, but you are amazing and strong, and you can do this.

 

-Mymy

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ravenfairy187

Branch: Lucian

Ok. 

 

I'm not feeling all that great now. 

 

I really feel bad about killing the butterflies...I killed Abby, Aubrey, Lillain, and Kace...I feel so bad about that...

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I'd Rather Be Me Then Be With You

 

 

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scarletdragon2027

Branch: Ekaterina

Aww...

 

*revives the butterflies*

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ravenfairy187

Branch: Lucian

I don't feel like I'm stronger than her. I almost gave up(Minus during The Eraser War of 2017...). 

 

I'm trying to fight this. I'm trying, really, really hard. But it doesn't work. 

 

Life is hard. I'm trying to do this. 

 

How is Sphinx? I'm really worried. Tell her I miss her. 

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I'd Rather Be Me Then Be With You

 

 

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And Annie(July)

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ravenfairy187

Branch: Lucian

It'd be good if I could revive butterflies..I marked their death dates..in permanant marker....

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I'd Rather Be Me Then Be With You

 

 

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And Annie(July)

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scarletdragon2027

Branch: Ekaterina

Don't leave us, Lani, we can be here for you.

 

You're a sister in our family, and we'll help you and protect you as much as we can, I promise. I want you to know this.

 

All of Sphinx's life, she's been bullied, talked down to, abused, hurt, and a ton of other horrible things that have changed her a lot. A lot. But she's stayed strong by remembering who she is, and  what she stands for. She always remembers what has happened in the past and uses it to move forward.

 

Use your past to move forward. Remember that when you hit the bottom, you can only go up. Some helpful tips:

 

-Write

-Take a walk

-Keep a journal

-Take a deep breath.

-Talk to others about this

-Talk to us.

 

We're always here for you Lani. I understand if you need to take a break, but please come back.

 

Mods, let this through.

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ravenfairy187

Branch: Lucian

I might. I don't know yet. It's up to my (Technically my parents. One is a guidance counselor..so..I call her my therapist.) therapist. I still don't know. 

 

Ok. I know this now. 

 

Wow. (I can compare. A girl in my kindergarten class tried to kill someone, and I was in the line of fire..it left a bruise...) Tell her I believe in her. It wouldn't be my first time hearing stuff like that. I've grown used to it. 

 

(I think of SING whenever I hear that..odd.) \

 

Ok. That advice will help. (Speaking of writing, guess who found a pair of Unigryffin leggings??)

 

Well, in the summer, I won't be on all that much. I might take a break, but I'd tell you guys so you don't panic...

 

Also, you might as well call me Chloe. All of my RL friends call me that.

 

Mods, let this through.  

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And Mary Poppins(Bird Woman)

And Annie(July)

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Branch: Ekaterina

Aw, it's okay. THINGS. DO. GET. BETTER. Never forget that. Keep moving forward, and things will start to get better. A song I think I told you to listen to... HOLD ON by Wilson Phillips, it's an old song, but encouraging.

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Something to believe in for even a night

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Branch: Ekaterina

It's okay, Lani. :) Just keep trying. Don't let go. You have come so far and there's no use in turning back now. You are so close to victory.

 

Here's a song:

 

"Things Are Gonna Get Better" by David Archuleta

 

I think it's perfect. 

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mickey. 

 

no more band-aids on my heartaches.

no more smoke when i burn my pancakes. 

no more drowning in my sorrow. 

with my chin held up there's always better luck

tomorrow. 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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Branch: Lucian

I've made my decision..I'm telling everyone. 

 

@Sarah

 

I love that song!

 

@Mickey

 

I'll check that song out. It sounds very fitting to everything. 

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I'd Rather Be Me Then Be With You

 

 

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And Mary Poppins(Bird Woman)

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aka FieryLucian3

Branch: Lucian

You had 10 butterflies, and you killed 4, right? That's six you kept alive. You kept more than half of them alive.

 

Just because you killed 4 doesn't mean you're not getting better. Baby steps, remember? It doesn't matter how many you kill, as long as you keep pushing and pushing and don't give up.

 

 

If you need like, professional help, there's always Kids Help Phone, 7Cups, and hotlines for whatever reason you need them. IF not, just destress, shower, eat, read, do anything keeps you calm. If you need a break, don't be afraid to tell your parents or whatever. Your mental health is just as important as your physical health, if not more.

 

Good luck tomorrow!

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I just counted the butterflies, and I had 14. Now I have 10. I did keep more than half of them alive didn't I?

 

I'll try to remember. 

 

Ok. I'll try. 

 

Today is not the day of luck. Today I have a audition. That involves singing. 

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Ohhh, good luck!!! I BELIEVE IN YOU.

 

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mickey. 

 

no more band-aids on my heartaches.

no more smoke when i burn my pancakes. 

no more drowning in my sorrow. 

with my chin held up there's always better luck

tomorrow. 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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I'm passing a message from Lani about the audition:

 

"We did really well and got in. A lot of people cheered for my singing."

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"Just one of those people who lurk around and come out when her best friend is acting like shes crazy times infinity."

 

 

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YAAAAAAY!!!! Lani, I am so proud of you!!! :D :D :D :D :D

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mickey. 

 

no more band-aids on my heartaches.

no more smoke when i burn my pancakes. 

no more drowning in my sorrow. 

with my chin held up there's always better luck

tomorrow. 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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aka FieryLucian3

Branch: Lucian

Yass you did better today I'm proud of you Lani

 

How was the audition?

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Branch: Janus

LET'S GO LANI *clap clap clap* LET'S GO LANI!

 

:3 I'm sure you did awesome, but how did your audition go?

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