Hey, guys! It's Clev! Tomorrow's Valentine's Day, so I thought I'd drop by!
Too many exclamation points? Sorry. :)
MISSED YOU GUYS SO MUCH.
Been writing up a storm(Willow, The Song of the Dragons, Shadows, and something else... not figured it out yet.). My passion for writing has not been depleted at all; my dreams are currently A) become a published author, B) become an actress, and C) sing! Lots of art. I love it. I really need to practice acting... I don't really have any way to, though. :(
Been reading up a TYPHOON. Mostly Maze Runner. Yes, I have an obssession with TMR. Btw, Ladies, NEWT IS MINE. Thomas Brodie-Sangster is the PERFECT Newt. And I swear he's immortal or something. AND HE'S BRITISH. Which means he made the team.
No RL crushes, because FICTIONAL BOYS ARE SO MUCH BETTER. BUT THEY'RE FICTIONAL!!! I might cry.
I wonder if they think about us that way: "I love you so much, but you're real."
Like, *fans face*.
Basketball has been great! I'm loving my team; even though they're all boys, they're very supportive.
Um.. lots of piano, for some reason.
LOTS OF MUSIC. PERIOD. I love it so much; I don't even know why. PARAMORE, OWL CITY, MCR, CHRISTINA PERRI, TAYLOR SWIFT, GRACE VANDERWAAL, FALL OUT BOY, WEEZER, CARTEL, AND SO MANY OTHERS.
I'm a really passionate person, like wow...
I'm kind of being successful at stopping nail-biting. For any of you who don't know, I bite my nails SOOO badly. Stress, frustration, and boredom are the most prominent causes. I almost lost my index nail...
-Has anyone left?
-Is everyone well? MAMA CLEV MUST TAKE CARE OF YOU ALLLLL!!!!!(Guys,.... just call me Mama Clev...)
-Are RPs still running smoothly?
-Did I mention how cute Newt is?
-Have Merleah, Faith, or John popped up in a while?
-Everyone is mentally well, yes? (I can't really understand why I'm down... hope it's not clinical...)
-Will someone do a MOMS' NIGHT OUT RP?
-Can you reboot the following RPS?:
+Romeo and Juliet
+The Maelstrom of Magic
AND MOST IMPORTANTLY:
Has No Stabbing Wednesdays continued?
And now, on a more solemn note.
Overall, life had been good. Please don't be offended when I say:
A break from this place has made life better.
For a long time I never got around to writing that book I always wanted to write because I was too busy with RPs.
For a long time my smiles towards my family and friends were fake because I was too distracted trying to think of ways to make you laugh.
For too long, this place was an obsession.
Now that I'm disconnected, I've discovered something:
I'm GOOD at things.
To quote a person whose name I forgot, "The prettiest girls are the happiest girls." I never knew this; because the happiness you gave me wasn't real. It felt real, but happiness can only come from my REAL friends.
Maybe I've just outgrown this place. I did grow up way too fast; by choice, too.
I still love you guys, but I need to focus on what truly matters:
Your loving friend,
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doing the best you can,
and that I'm proud of you?
I'm doing quite well, thank you, my friend.