I had run out of my room, to where I stood on the balcony of Regina's room. I stood, perched like a bird, ready to leap if anything attacked. If anything or anyone attacked, I had two choices. Jump off the balcony, which would result in serious injuries, or fight, which would result in people finding me. I think that either of them would be horrible.
I've changed a lot over the past few weeks. I used to be happy, perky, bright, and bubbly. Now I'm sad, quiet, shy, and icy. If Lorela saw me, she'd wonder where the real me was. At any rate, the real me would be with these 3 people. One is Regina. She, however, is far and possibly dead. Another one is Ben. My half-brother that really is like a brother. However, it's impossible to get away from thee palace any time now. The last one is Leon.
Leon and Naidia stood at the edge of a meadow, right by the forest. "Remember, Captain Naidia Mickleson, I'll always be here, so if you need to cry, throw inkpots at someone, scream, or just talk to me,"Leon said.
*Back to the Present time*
I looked down at my feet. I couldn't cry now, not when I needed to be the brave, strong Naidia I used to be. Still creative, but brave.
I took a small notebook from my pocket, and opened it. My songbook. The one thing I put all my emotions into.
I slowly began to sing a song I wrote weeks ago.
I know the end, I know it's coming. There's nothing left for me to do.
Even though you and I always fought,I know I'm gonna miss you in the morning.
You were always taking care of me, watching over me, so I've decided that if I'm gonna have someone to be next to me, it's gonna be you.
If I have one last dream, I want you next to me.
I always knew that no matter what, you always had my back.
You would always take care of me. You would always keep me safe. You always kept me sound when you were around.
I know that if I needed a spark, you would be there to light the way. You and I could make a fire of dreams.
If I ever needed a light to guide my way, you'd be there. If I ever needed shelter, you'd be there.
If there is ever one person on this Earth I would want to spend my whole life with, it's you.
If I have one last dream,I want you to be next to me.
If there's one last dream before the end, I want you to be net to me. With me, next to me.
If I'm gonna have one person to be next to me, it's you.
If I have one last dream,I want you next to me.
You next to me.
It was one of those songs that you write in your head, that you don't really get onto paper until you need it to be on paper.
I started crying again, because that song was the one thing that made me think of Regina. Well, and Lorela. The two people I know couldn't help me now. I just had to focus my energy on finding Regina.
With that, I headed to the forest.
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