i lied. about everything, cameron, carli, and most everything i told you never happened. i was stupid, i was, and now i'm paying the price.
i was stupid enough to think you guys would care, and i'm sorry.
the truth is. i'm one of five, and i'm the middle child.
we moved, when i was ten, and i started getting abused by my twelve year old sister. by the time i was eleven, when she chased me, i already knew to curl up into a ball, and just let her do it. i spent a year being bullied by her, before i found you guys. i hid you guys from everyone, and she found out about here. she made fun of you guys.
in february i started to fight back, and i grew into depression.
i became a bully, and i'm paying the price.
i'm leaving. not forever, maybe. if you guys don't hate me, i might return, but that's unlikely.
i was stupid, and i just want to tell you guys something.
i did bad stuff, and i need my life to be back on track. i've used language that is completely unacceptable in my religion, i've done things that are just bad. i need to start trusting God more.
i can't lie anymore.
so, this is goodbye.
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"You should know you're beautiful
Just the way you are,
And you don't have to change a thing."
-Scars to Your Beautiful. (Alessia Cara)
NEWT IS MINE.