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Dear Bess, 

 

You are forgiven. I haven't posted either, so you're not alone. That line is really helpful. Thanks!

 

We went to an amusement park, went on the boardwalk, and went to a artsy street. We all love it in NJ. 

 

Violin. It went awesomely. My favorite piece was probably Celtic Dance. It was like a waltz at prom. It was so fun. 

 

Testing is awful. We had to do 5 days of it. And, when I was done testing, I would write chapters of CAIE on the notepad on the computer...yep. I'm a writer and proud of it. 

 

*Hugs back* Yeah, alarms terrify me. Like, when I'm alone, I hear sounds that are alarms. I just freak out. Having the memory of me sucks(Horrible short term memory, awesome long term memory, and a really good memory for sounds). 

 

I did actually tell her that. She looked stunned. It was funny. :)


I LOVE ELIZA ALSO. I'm actually a really good singer, so once I've memorized the lyrics, I'm all ready to go. I'm actually singing It's Quiet Uptown for a talent show. And Burn is excellent. Burn and Statisfied are tied for my favorite Schyuler songs. 

 

I'll have to check those out. I keep finding these like really good YA books, but my mum's like "No, it's too mature" and I'm looking at her like "how can I read anything interesting then?"

 

You are always in my thoughts. 

 

Love, 

Lani. 

 

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Hey girlie! You okay? How are you doing? I'm in California right now. 

 

Love,

 

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Dear Lani,

I don't know if you'll see this, because, like, I haven't posted in forever, but here goes.  First, I'm sorry for being a horrible friend and completely falling off the face of the MB with no warning.  Forgive me?

My sister got engaged, we have 9 chickens now and call them "The Fellowship of the Wing"  or the "9 Layers", and I have a dance recital coming up soon.  Also, I'm getting super excited for Advent and christmas shopping. :)  I'm taking an economics class and a chemistry class, so that's both insipid and distressing.  I attended my little sister's orchestra concert this afternoon; it was lovely but whoever was playing the french horn was at times a bit discordant XD I finalized the perfect apple pie recipe and now I'm starting on pumpkin.  It is cold and rainy and I want snow. ;)  I have lots of homework and also need to go shopping. I fell off the treadmill at the gym yesterday, it was both humiliating and hilarious.  But I got helped up by a cute guy so it was worth it hahaha.  What has been happening with you?  Again, I'm sorry for disappearing.  :(  I missed you. 

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To my dearest Bess,

 

Im so sorry for my unexplained absence. Two years’ worth... *winces* I don’t even know if you’re still here, but you were on my heart this morning, so here I am.

 

I’m not on the MB anymore really, I just miss you. I miss you so so much. That’s all I have to say really, I just wanted you to know.

 

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Dearest Tári,

      Ohmygoodness I haven't come here in so long but I am SO glad I did. This is really the only page I ever check (and not very often), so....

I miss you too, mellon. So much. Are you doing okay?

Melinyel,

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Dear Bess,

 

I’m okay, mostly. I figured out a few things about myself recently, and have been trying to come to terms with that. I have missed you, so so much. How are you??

 

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Dear Bess,

 

I'm thinking of you again today. I hope you check back here soon cos I'm dying to talk to you some more. I miss you, and Tessa and Lyss, I wish there was a way to talk to them.

 

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          Dear Tári,

      Oh my dear, I know that can be difficult. For the most part I am doinokay. My life has been a little complex lately but I am still hanging in there. Little by little I am doing better, writing stuff down has helped alot. I really do hope we can talk more often, mellon.

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Dear Bess, 

 

I haven't posted on this in forever. I've been really busy, so I forgive you. 

I started middle school. Its really boring, and I can do all of the stuff. We are in economics in Social Studies. Certainly funny. 

Where I live its horribly cold, windy, and snowy. I got out of school however so heh. Least I got books before I got out. 

I had a good Christmas. Tons of books, Star Wars stuff, etc. 

Now for some bad stuff. 

My anxiety has gotten worse, but I'm trying. I somedays have no motivation to do anything. I also have to take medicine to make sure I have energy. My bipolar swings are getting worse. 

Apart from that....

I have a really adorable orchestra instructor. She looks a lot like me. My social studies loves Harry Potter, is really young, and loves our class. 

Sorry for it being short. On my mobile. 

Love, 

Lani. 

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Dear dear Bess,

 

I’m so so proud of you for hanging in there, you’re so wonderful. Sometime, when it’s not 10 pm and I’m not exhausted, I’ll write you a lovely long letter. For now, if you want to contact me off the MB, Chu knows where to find me?

 

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Dear Lani,

      Okay, so middle school. Keep me updated on how that is going, okay hon? I will be praying for you, as always. Hmm, as a homeschooler I never really had Social Studies, just History (both American and World.) Actually, I am graduating this year! I don't know that I ever really talked about my age on here, but recently I had my 18th birthday. Hope that's not too shocking to you, sweetheart.

       I have no doubt that you are capable of conquering all your classwork, as I know for certain that you are an incredibly smart person. :) Where I live the weather has been very uncertain...we had had 75 degree weather and the trees had started blooming and then it got cold again and we started having flurries of snow which is sad because a lot of the flowers died. :( Books are the best. :) :)

     Hang in there, okay, sweetheart? Take it a day at a time, or a minute at a time if you have to. You are a brave and beautiful WARRIOR; I know its hard to fight when you are tired but at the very least, just hold on, and that is everything.

     Yay for orchestra! My little sister plays cello in one and she is so good I love her to pieces XD. I can only play a little bit of piano though (*coughcough* I used to play violin but kind of failed)

      Hurray for good teachers! Currently I am trying to decide whether I should go into nursing or try and become a history teacher, as tough as that would be starting in community college. So.....adulting is hard. Hmm....I have actually never read Harry Potter, as my parents are on the side of the Christian debate that is against it, but as a young adult I probably will to make my own decisions about it for my future children haha.

      Not sure how to sign off this letter.....?

           Much love,

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Dear Lani,

       Well, we're in the home stretch of school! I personally cannot wait for summer and the chance to read BOOKS again!  It's insane how many papers and deadlines I have right now...*cough* that I should probably be working on *coughcough*

      Anyway I'm taking a few classes at college along with everything to hopefully make next year easier but I've gotten lost on campus twice haha once I walked into a maintenance closet/boiler room because I thought it was an exit XD

      Basically musicals and coffee are what's keeping me alive right now. I listen through Dear Evan Hansen at least three times a day XDD

     I'm trying to pick music for a theoretical senior ballet solo...any ideas?? (Actually it will probably be more ballet/lyrical so music with words is okay. And ideally between 2 and 3 minutes long??)

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Dearest Bess,

 

Again, sorry for not writing. I have been vey busy.

Still in economics. We moved to meteorology in science though. I will be very happy when school ends. PARRC, however...

I have a talent show tomorrow. I'm singing Human by Christina Perri. It sounds good. Even though I had a breakdown at dress rehearsal today

As for ballet, maybe Burn from Hamilton, Human by Christina Perri

YESS MUSICALS. Hamilton, Hearhers, Dear Evan Hansen, and The Lightning Thief. 

Here is a book I think you would like: The Magic Thief by Sarah Prineas. One of the characters is like a combo between Eliza, Angelica, and Lafayette.

Happy Easter!

Love,

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Dear Bess,

 

Writing from a mobile. Sorry for lack of color and font. 

This has been getting worse. We had to put down one of our cats, my friends are annoying, my iron deficiency is probably turning into anemia, my nails are peeling off. I just....

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Dear Lani,


Please, don't apologize for not being able to write, I understand. PARRC is a type of testing, right? How did your singing in the talent show go? I'm sure it was very lovely, and *huggles* I'm sorry you had a breakdown. But sometimes its good to let your emotions out and not keep them all bottled up inside where they can do damage.

I decided not to do a senior solo.


Wait, "The Lightning Thief" is a musical??

I will definitely check that book out, thank you. :)

Hang in there, sweetheart. I know sometimes it feels like everything is going wrong, but IT WILL GET BETTER. I'm so sorry about your cat. Ummm...eat lots of spinach, chicken, and maybe ask your doctor about iron supplements or vitamin B-12 you can take? And get lots of sleep. That's wayyyyy important. 


I love you, sweet friend. Know that you are in my prayers.

Bess

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